Ok this is something new. I had not been keen on blogging for eons, and so I have no idea I have this sudden impulse to start a blog. Haha. Maybe I will neglect it once I got tired of it. Lol..

Alright here goes. My maiden post on tumblr. Introduced to me by Hikoto. Haha seems kinda cool. 30th November just came and went away, just like that. The euphoria died down so soon after the SN people’s dinner at Marche at Vivo. Which is damn sian. Cuz suddenly I have this new-found freedom that I am so so suddenly not used to. But enjoying it after a while nevertheless. I decided to declare soci as my major. This is really damn weird. I came into NUS, with the plan of doing econs all along, and perhaps a minor in english language, but suddenly I’m not doing either. Soci really is quite enjoyable. At first I hesitated about soci, perhaps of the readings and…..a rather stupid reason of wanting to avoid a person. But I guess econs is tough too, and it would be so so stupid to forego something I like (and it concerns my studies as well) over a person. Like wth right. Sorry for the added emphasis. LOL. Ok to cut it short, soci FTW. Haha..

Now to look back. Desmond is right. Always look back and reflect on what God has done for us. As I reflect upon my 1st sem here in NUS, I really should thank God for guiding me through. Firstly for making many new (and cool =P) friends, for guiding my studies and blessed me with fairly good results, for blessing me with a new group of community in the form of campus crusade. And so much more. Although, due to one incident when I really got hurt, I believe overall it had been a good experience. It is so damn true that, what’s done cannot be undone. Of course I heard of this before. It is just that it is only recently I felt the full impact of this phrase. Due to some mistakes on my part, I sorta lost a good friend. It is not easy for me to get close to someone in such a short period of knowing a person. But somehow I did, but…It was over before I know it. I felt such a sense of loss even till now. The guilt never seems to go away. She said she forgave me already. And yea, I should move on. And yes, I will move on, and do the most important thing, of not repeating my mistakes. Though the closeness can never be recovered, and things won’t ever be the same again, I’m glad we are still friends, and things will be better… =)

Went to run this morning. Felt quite refreshed. Can’t wait for soccer and basketball action soon this and next week. Haha. And gymming, swimming, meet-ups with friends. I wanna go sing k man. Lol. But kinda broke. Need to watch that wallet of mine abit.

Lastly, this is to dedicate to 2 of my friends, whom I lost to God in this year. Wherever you 2 are, I know you are much happier. God bless..and Shawnie, I’m so glad you are alright. Kicked that brain tumour’s butt, didn’t you? =)

Amen.